Sunday, September 18, 2011

The "Big" Day

     So, tomorrow is the day of my placement audition. I put big in quotes because while it is not really a big day (you see, the professors listening to auditions have basically already made up their minds on where people will be placed), my mind seems to play tricks on me into thinking it's bigger than it is. I am beginning to get nervous, although mostly because I have not performed in quite a while. At this point, I am just trying to stay present in the moment, and save all of the thoughts about my audition for tomorrow.
     I am watching a funny (although not supposed to be funny) 80's movie with my boyfriend after having a little something to eat. It is quite the relaxing evening, after taking a short nap around dinner time and then just relaxing on the couch with some television. It's been a gloomy day, and so my apartment has been very dark except for the dim glimmer of the Christmas lights on my walls. I would say this has definitely contributed to the sleepy state I've seemed to be in today. However, this is not a bad thing. It's been a really nice Sunday, and my parents as well as my boyfriend's parents came up for lunch today. Overall, although I'm beginning to feel a bit nervous for tomorrow, I'm still trying to focus on the great day I had today.

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