Improvement

     I have found that one of the best feelings in the world is when others can see how hard you work and the improvement you've made in an area of your life. I speak about this with regard to my music. I have worked so hard in the past year to improve my tone (the way my instrument sounds when I play it), my practicing habits, and especially my performing. I can't even believe the improvement I've made when I look back at my adventures throughout the year. My tone has changed so much (for the better), and I now practice at least one hour every day. I think that the biggest improvement that has been made, however, has been in my performing. I used to avoid performing at any cost, and it resulted in becoming more terrified of it than I originally was. I actually think that I never before considered being a music major because I was so afraid. However, I am so proud of myself for finally not making excuses starting last year. I told myself that if I ever wanted to be able to perform and enjoy it, I had to keep doing it. I finally decided that being afraid was not a good enough reason to not do it. Throughout the year, I played successfully at a masterclass and studio class recital as well as numerous chamber music and big ensemble concerts. I began to like the anticipation I got right before performing, and I started to get good at it too.
     I can't wait to see the improvement I make this year, which starts with a placement audition on Monday. I am absolutely prepared, and intend on just having a good time with it!